Now that i know about some people... sometimes they talk to me and then after i replied to them..they just dont wanna say anything. Hey, even dont talk thru YM, Chatbox or anything at least leave a message is ok right? I dont get it how they understand people.
Nampak ada betulnya apa yg kawan aku ckpkan..diorg cam gunakan aku utk amik perhatian aku..sesetgh tu ada la, gembira bila aku takde boleh la die tarik kwn aku, gi kat pihak die. Aku mmg tak puas hati. Sabar jer la... nak amik kwn aku amik la..aku tak kisah sbb aku tau diri aku ni siapa sebenarnya. Aku just tunggu sajer..tgk apa akan jadi.
Ada bayak sgt yg aku tak puas hati tapi aku tak tau nak critakan camner lagi. Sedih bila tak dpt YM ngan aku la, rindu sbb dah lama tak ckp ngan aku, sampaikan ada yg nak putus kwn...knp? aku ada buat silap ke? Cuba la pikir apa yg korg buat ni... jgn asyik pikirkan diri sendiri.. cuba ko pikir apa yg org len rasa... ni la seksanya berkawan di dunia internet..... dh lama tak berbual, putus kwn... cuba bgtau aku..apa itu kawan? Mcm mana korg mendefinisikan apa itu kawan?
aku tau pendpt org len semua berbeza tapi... knp aku jer yg tanggung semua ni? Walaupun kerje aku banyak aku still lagi sembang dgn diorg sbb tak nak lukakan hati diorg.. bila dah sembang, hati sapa plak terluka kali ni ha? Tapi aku senyap gak....
Geram sgt
Perubahan
Hmm..sajer nak tukar template utk blog ni. Nama blog pun dah ubah. Skang ni dah pukul 3:33 AM, tak tido lagi..susah betul. Dah la lupa nak betulkan coding, hari ni dah dead line. Mcm mcm hal berlaku sampaikan saling benci membenci. Ntah la apa nak jadi skang ni. Final pun dah dekat, projek melambak tak siap lagi. Group lak bermasalah (tapi skang ni dah selesai dah agaknya).
Skang ni apa saja yg aku luahkan tak kira la kat mana, dimana..mesti ada jer yg nak menjawab. Aku dah tak cam dulu, yg suka layan org. Skang ni dah kena serius skit, keje melambak, penat tapi ada ke org nak faham apa yg aku rasa? STRESS SGT. Aku dah malas nak layan org. Bila layan jer mesti ada benda yg tak kena. Sbb itulah aku slalu duk lepak ngan bebudak kolej. Skarang ni aku kena pikir sem depan nak duk luar, kena buat surat la itu la. Aku perlu luahkan apa yg aku rasa skarang ni. Tak kira apa yg aku katakan ni, kalau org tu terasa biarkan ajer. Aku jarang citerkan kat kwn segala masalah aku sbb aku ni susah skit.
Heh, ingatkan nak lupakan segala masalah yg dah lepas tapi ada gak yg cuba membawanya kembali... apa yg perlu aku fikirkan adalah waktu sekarang..yg lepas tu lepas jer la bak kata "Buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih" <-- betul ke ayat ni? hahaa *fail BM*
Kata kwn, aku perlu buka buku baru, mulakan cerita baru..ye, aku akan cuba tapi kalau dah start cerita lama mcm mana nak buka baru? terus terang aku ckp aku dah penat dgr cerita lama. Skarang ni aku mungkin dah mula bersosial sedikit.
Dah la, skang ni nak sambung keje
Hatsune Miku - EAGER LOVE REVENGE Remix Album
Playing Project Diva
After my brother got back on Friday, i borrow his PSP and play the game and got addicted to it. Already complete the song till 100% now all that's left is getting Miku's costumes and unlock other character. I'm using Kagamine Rin though i wanna use Len too XD. Rin is my default character now. She's so cute >w<
Woa, only take like 1 day to finish the game..seriously i am addicted ==a
Too bad no songs for Rin and Len unless have to edit it by using Game Rhythm Editor.
Already unlock like more than 5 costumes for Miku
here's what i unlock so far
Miku's Costumes (there's 39 costumes need to unlock)
- Miko
- Snow
- White Dress
- Punk
- Gothic
- Heart Hunter
- Cheer
- Galaxy
- Space Channel 5
- Space Channel 39
- School
- P-Style Rose Pink
- Rin Style
- Meiko Style
- Pirate
- Vocal
Characters (total 8 characters need to unlock)
- Kagamine Rin
- Kagamine Len
- Megurine Luka
- Yowane Haku
there's even an items or room need to unlock too. Here's what its like in room
Now i'm gonna put this game into my Project for Game info XD
Painting
I think i get the hang of it, after my last work of painting it looks even better after i done something that make me easier to paint. Still i have long way to go to paint an art that involves background.
Uhh...i dunno should i record back all those recording? Like Kokoro, Love is War and World is Mine.. I really have no private time to record all those again. Except at my hometown i can sing alone with no one to disturb me :/ I'll try again until i can record better. Was hoping to let someone listen to me singing Rin Rin Signal ==a
World is Mine (Nami version) [This is old one, i even put the link at Deviantart]
World is Mine (Rin and Nami version)
[VOCALOID] HONEY - NANAMEUE ALL☆STARS (mix Nami)
Kokoro (Nami version)
I can't stop here, i have to try until i can get better XD
I dunno why i sing Meltdown again and again, probably wanna fix some part, when my friend hear it she laugh and said its weird but she like it XD
Oh! I'll be back to my hometown on 3rd September. I miss my hometown XD
already a week
Old PaintAlready a week for fasting, i feel like i'm tired a lot. Dunno what i did, not even an activity. But sometimes i feel not well during those days. Nothing bad happen for now. Hope i can go back to my hometown and visit my family next week. I miss my mom's cooking though ==a
Lately i got many ideas, inspired by Vocaloid songs the most and i still have to record "World is Mine" again XD. For "Meltdown" i still need to practice to control my high voice ==a. Even though its fun to sing, especially "Love is War", "Melt", "Soundless Voice", "Rin Rin Signal" (still need to figure how to sing for Len's part), "Iroha Uta" and many more XDD
Hmm..now after i watch a vid of "Just Be Friends" sung by Megurine Luka, i feel like wanna use Adobe Illustrator and give it a try.
Butterfly on Right Shoulder
The song was a mix
Japanese Lyric
Rin version for the lyric
migikata ni murasaki chocho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjo wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyo waon
migikata ni murasaki chocho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjo wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyo waon
warui yume ni unasareta watashi wo hayaku okoshite
donna koto demo hajimari wa sasai na koto desho?
dokoga ika nante kikare temo komaru
kirei na yoru ni madowasareta mama yukue fumei dakara
nagai matsuge mikazuki eyeline
mabuta ni nosete hikaru lip
migikata ni murasaki chocho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjo wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyo waon
ame no naka de nureta kami ga ijo ni tsumetakute
samishisa wo toire ni haki dashite furuete matteru
oikakete wa nigeru kara sore ijo de kaeshite
shinken dakara warau to itai me ni auyo i?
akai tsume to yasumono no yubiwa
kizu tuku tabi fueru piasu
daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
so desho? wakatteru kuse ni kyokai sen tokkuni koeteru
kokai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo
daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
so desho? wakatteru kuse ni kyokai sen tokkuni koeteru
kokai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo
migikata ni murasaki chocho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjo wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyo waon
English
Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head
Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head
Hurry and please wake me up right now because I'm having a nightmare again
First impressions and early things like that are really only trivial, right?
If you asked me where I want to go, then I wouldn't be able to answer you
The night was too impressive for me, so it dazzled me and now I've lost my way
Doing all I can, making my eyelashes long
Wearing eyeliner and then my lips will glitter
Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head
Aren't I right? Why is it so hard? Annoying.. Why is it so hard?
Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head
I was standing there out in the rain, my hair seemed frozen and strange in the cold
My loneliness went down the drain while I was shivering and waiting here for you
When I follow you and then run away, it means that I want you to follow me as well
If you think that I'm kidding around, then you'll end up hurt, do you understand?
Painting my nails red and wearing a two-bit ring
Everytime that I get hurt, I get new earrings
Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it
I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease
Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it
I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease
Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head
