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Now that i know about some people... sometimes they talk to me and then after i replied to them..they just dont wanna say anything. Hey, even dont talk thru YM, Chatbox or anything at least leave a message is ok right? I dont get it how they understand people.

Nampak ada betulnya apa yg kawan aku ckpkan..diorg cam gunakan aku utk amik perhatian aku..sesetgh tu ada la, gembira bila aku takde boleh la die tarik kwn aku, gi kat pihak die. Aku mmg tak puas hati. Sabar jer la... nak amik kwn aku amik la..aku tak kisah sbb aku tau diri aku ni siapa sebenarnya. Aku just tunggu sajer..tgk apa akan jadi.

Ada bayak sgt yg aku tak puas hati tapi aku tak tau nak critakan camner lagi. Sedih bila tak dpt YM ngan aku la, rindu sbb dah lama tak ckp ngan aku, sampaikan ada yg nak putus kwn...knp? aku ada buat silap ke? Cuba la pikir apa yg korg buat ni... jgn asyik pikirkan diri sendiri.. cuba ko pikir apa yg org len rasa... ni la seksanya berkawan di dunia internet..... dh lama tak berbual, putus kwn... cuba bgtau aku..apa itu kawan? Mcm mana korg mendefinisikan apa itu kawan?

aku tau pendpt org len semua berbeza tapi... knp aku jer yg tanggung semua ni? Walaupun kerje aku banyak aku still lagi sembang dgn diorg sbb tak nak lukakan hati diorg.. bila dah sembang, hati sapa plak terluka kali ni ha? Tapi aku senyap gak....

12 comments:

ancode October 26, 2009 at 2:29 AM  

I only understood the first part of the blog.

Still I must say I understand that xP. As you know I may be a pretty talkative person, but time by time some people do what you just mention there and then I feel so odd.

R.Otacon October 26, 2009 at 5:54 PM  

I understand because it happens
to me sometimes. But it a little
bit worse. Me it's when I ask a
question to better understand the
situattion. They don't answer it
or change subject. I want to help
them out That's the way. Well so
far I been able to reply back with mail even giving thanks for the info. If I forgot one I willing to go back and do it. Guess when can't understand people
true intention.

R.Otacon October 27, 2009 at 7:56 AM  

Sorry I went fast with my writting.
There's a part I wanted to say
but That's their ways.

★悠 October 29, 2009 at 2:23 AM  

I don't really what else I could tell you. I hate to say this, but I get what you mean! I just know, because I'm experienced it and I knew how it feels.

I don't want to say, who and when it actually happens but I can tell you is one of our friends, it hurts how they treated us, a friend like a comfort tool to them when they needed us, we always being there but when we need them, they aren't by our sides at all. It just happened, and yes, we haven't have a hella chat in a longest time.

There was once, I tried to make a conversation between us but if the other party doesn't seem have the heart to go on with the conversation then is meaningless to even have one. It's sad, yes and hurts a lot especially when that person is so close to you and yet you can be just replaced by some other friends even if you can't be by the person's side for long period.

So, I don't really know if we're same but I could assure you, we can talk no matter what's the problem and I, too do the same.

Namine October 30, 2009 at 2:17 AM  

@Ancode and R.Otacon

Sorry guys, i dunno how to reply to that ^^;

@Yuu-chan

I see... Our problem might be the same. I have been endure this problem for too long. Hope we can meet again at...Comic Fiesta maybe? Do u go there?

★悠 October 30, 2009 at 2:54 AM  

Of course, ask me out sometimes! XD
I might go, when was it?

Namine October 30, 2009 at 4:47 AM  

its on Dec around..hmm..i forgot but like always its on Sat and Sun XD

R.Otacon October 30, 2009 at 9:16 AM  

No problems. ^^

★悠 October 30, 2009 at 4:35 PM  

Hm, I might go. Just PM on msn me if you're going before the day of CF comes. =D

Oh yeah, what's your skype username? I'm adding you.

Namine October 30, 2009 at 5:50 PM  

ok XD

i actually forgot my Skype name and i will ask my friend to check it for me XD;

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